Sep 30, 2004 00:31
i was reading entries, particularly my friends and my own and it dawns on me: "what the fuck, everyone is going emo with the exception of shamus who is trying to make something out of what hes got." the rest of us (i am also including myself in here) are like "blah blah blah poor me give me some fucking pity." well another thing dawned on me "get over it." i don't know why i'm so hostile at the moment i guess its very contradictory to my personality but the rage has got to flow sometimes. whatever
on a better note i went home last weekend saw a bunch of my still in high school friends some of my more favorable teachers and o yeah my family. got all of my first round college tests back and did better then i thought i did. still havent really met a lot of people but then again im not really that interested in such activities. learned a bit of sign language. things are actually going alright for me at the moment. just to throw one last thing in, some of my sagely advice that i am known for, don't just complain, nothing happens when you complain. do something to right the wrong. things go a lot better when action is taken.