/rant
This "polyamorous" thing has been around since the 60s, it seems. I'm just experiencing it lately, though. Not personally, just meeting or talking to people who are. It bothers me. I don't know why. I can speculate why...because I have a hard enough time finding one person, let alone many...because I've been cheated on before...because it's just not for me. I don't know why, but when I think about it, I get a nervous jealous burning in my gut.
I'm going to work on myself now. Clean up, work out, focus on more important things than trying to find a girl. If something comes along, then dandy. But only if something comes along. I have chemistry to do, I have friendships to strengthen, I have health to reclaim.
I can't be like this anymore. I really can't. It'll kill me.
I'm going to work on myself now. Clean up, work out, focus on more important things than trying to find a girl. If something comes along, then dandy. But only if something comes along. I have chemistry to do, I have friendships to strengthen, I have health to reclaim.
I can't be like this anymore. I really can't. It'll kill me.