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so i started an entry yesterday afternoon, but then I got caught up with talking to people and getting a movie and then watching that and watching TV afterwards. so by the time I got back to my computer, and saw the part of an entry I had typed i was just like "screw this..." and got rid of it. what'e been going on lately?
people seem so depressed for some reason...like almost everyone i talk to is having some kind of shit going on with them, and is making them pretty sad or frustrated. but then again, i'm probably one of those people sometimes. work is really taking over my life, which leads to me sweating my balls off drying cars, and coming home exhausted after my shifts. and anytime im not at work my mom is being a complete bitch about, well, everything. my days are spent basically 'working on ap bio' and 'typing my college essays,' both of which are really getting frustrating and are pissing me off.
although, it'll feel really good to get out of here when i visit Missy and Cara, respectively. I think all I really need is a long-term break from Clifton Park, because there is absolutely NOTHING to do. even when you can drive. oh and to add to that, Will and Sarp are both away; sarp to turkey, and will to some soccer camps in cali. but on the bright side, i've been hanging out with megan and friends a bunch lately, which has been a refreshing break from the normal people i like to hang out with. mainly because they're just so different and therefore interesting - their lives are so much different than mine, and what seems like all of Clifton Park's.
yeah, i'll stop rambling now.
TIs is going to suck ths year, alison and i decided. thich is really aggrivating. (did I spell that right? it doesn't look like it...)
oh dear, nature's calling...
people seem so depressed for some reason...like almost everyone i talk to is having some kind of shit going on with them, and is making them pretty sad or frustrated. but then again, i'm probably one of those people sometimes. work is really taking over my life, which leads to me sweating my balls off drying cars, and coming home exhausted after my shifts. and anytime im not at work my mom is being a complete bitch about, well, everything. my days are spent basically 'working on ap bio' and 'typing my college essays,' both of which are really getting frustrating and are pissing me off.
although, it'll feel really good to get out of here when i visit Missy and Cara, respectively. I think all I really need is a long-term break from Clifton Park, because there is absolutely NOTHING to do. even when you can drive. oh and to add to that, Will and Sarp are both away; sarp to turkey, and will to some soccer camps in cali. but on the bright side, i've been hanging out with megan and friends a bunch lately, which has been a refreshing break from the normal people i like to hang out with. mainly because they're just so different and therefore interesting - their lives are so much different than mine, and what seems like all of Clifton Park's.
yeah, i'll stop rambling now.
TIs is going to suck ths year, alison and i decided. thich is really aggrivating. (did I spell that right? it doesn't look like it...)
oh dear, nature's calling...