Jul 26, 2005 23:39
i dont know what ive gotten myself into...
im not supposed to be crying.
the fact is,
i miss you
and i HATE it. i HATE it.
i love everythin about you.
you had your chance.
but you kept leading me around in circles.
no one will ever make me laugh like you. i'll never be as comfortable around someone as you.
being with someone else is so...different..and so weird.
and hes A MILLION times better for me than you ever were.
but i cant get over you.
no matter how hard i try.
Its a fight between my heart and mind,
No one really wins this time...
it was a big mistake to let me have my way in the first place
it was a big mistake to let me I memorize your face