Jul 12, 2005 14:06
this is going to be really really hard for me.
but i cant keep clinging on to you.
i need to get away, completely.
ive shed too many tears over you and im not going to anymore.
this is when i have to be strong. i cant keep listening to your sweet talk.
theres a new opportunity for me, and im going to take it.
if i go back to you like i always do, ill never know what i could have had with someone else.
last night i realized so many things, it was beautiful.
as much as i want to cry really hard b/c i dont want things to end, i have to move on with my life.
if i dont move on, ill be in the same position i've been in for the past 10 months.
we have had some really good times together, christmas break was so awesome with you and you always know how to make me laugh, but i have get over you.
although im sad b/c i still have feelings for you, i know im strong enough to get over it.
for the first time in a long time im strong enough to walk away from you.
thank you for making me laugh and always knowing how to make me smile.
but now,
i look forward to getting to know this new person
and most of all,
i look forward to my new life, without you in it.
I'm moving on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone
that felt so good.