ugg
im tired...im falling into a semi depressed mood... this blows...works sucks...classes are good but im already overwhelmed just because the workload added onto my actual "work" workload is so much...im tired...
i cant wait to get out of this place...i love it here but i hate it here...funny how that can be...some places can be so perfect for you but at the same time you want to get away so despertly...i geuss it mostly derives back to work and how it is incredibly shittier every day i show up...i hate it..or not well work but the idea that everyday i show up i am even more less motivated and even closer to just giving it all up and quiting...im that tired.
i geuss im really most tired of being screwed...screwed over and over again by work...its not even the actual work being done at my job but rather the politics..
i get paid 7.25! people who work at fucking walmart get paid more than i do! WHAT THE FUCK!
i deal with a job that is incredibly stressful and what do i get in return...nothing.
I give up my breaks between quarters to help perform inventory and what do i get in return...nothing
i give up my social, my personal and my school time and what do i get...you geussed it..nothing
im poor...i dont have money to fuck around with and they have been promising us a raise for over 2 years...nothing...
im tired of being screwed again and again on just about everything...im tired...
if things dont improve soon im just done...done
i cant deal with any of this crap anymore...
wanna know how my day went today.... wanna?
i woke up for class at 6am...i got to class at 7:45am..i was in that ONE class from 8am till 1:30pm! THEN i had another class from 2pm till 4pm...then i walked literly 100feet to my work and worked from 4pm till 1am...and do i get any real apreciation for even that work i did while at my job...not really...yeah i get a "good job" from my bosses and stuff at the end of the night..but that is it....even the fucking kids who we do all this bullshit for dont have any sort of appreciation for all the hours we put in for those inconsiderate fuckers. ungrateful bastards. im tired and need to take a vacation...one that involves a moving van and a new apartment and a new job...i need to finish school way earlier than 2 years from now.....i like scad and savannah dont get me wrong...but im tired of all the bullshit. im going to be now and hopefully i will feel better in the morning....i doubt it...i think i messed up my toe fairly well while skateboarding the other day... i smashed it really well and the top is all black and blue...like REALLLY black and blue...like i am hobbling and it hurts like hell to walk blak and blue...my foot is also a bit puffy and my toe is a little squishy...i think i might have craked something in my toe...who knows...ill just keep taking ibuprofin and hope it goes away...
i cant wait to get out of this place...i love it here but i hate it here...funny how that can be...some places can be so perfect for you but at the same time you want to get away so despertly...i geuss it mostly derives back to work and how it is incredibly shittier every day i show up...i hate it..or not well work but the idea that everyday i show up i am even more less motivated and even closer to just giving it all up and quiting...im that tired.
i geuss im really most tired of being screwed...screwed over and over again by work...its not even the actual work being done at my job but rather the politics..
i get paid 7.25! people who work at fucking walmart get paid more than i do! WHAT THE FUCK!
i deal with a job that is incredibly stressful and what do i get in return...nothing.
I give up my breaks between quarters to help perform inventory and what do i get in return...nothing
i give up my social, my personal and my school time and what do i get...you geussed it..nothing
im poor...i dont have money to fuck around with and they have been promising us a raise for over 2 years...nothing...
im tired of being screwed again and again on just about everything...im tired...
if things dont improve soon im just done...done
i cant deal with any of this crap anymore...
wanna know how my day went today.... wanna?
i woke up for class at 6am...i got to class at 7:45am..i was in that ONE class from 8am till 1:30pm! THEN i had another class from 2pm till 4pm...then i walked literly 100feet to my work and worked from 4pm till 1am...and do i get any real apreciation for even that work i did while at my job...not really...yeah i get a "good job" from my bosses and stuff at the end of the night..but that is it....even the fucking kids who we do all this bullshit for dont have any sort of appreciation for all the hours we put in for those inconsiderate fuckers. ungrateful bastards. im tired and need to take a vacation...one that involves a moving van and a new apartment and a new job...i need to finish school way earlier than 2 years from now.....i like scad and savannah dont get me wrong...but im tired of all the bullshit. im going to be now and hopefully i will feel better in the morning....i doubt it...i think i messed up my toe fairly well while skateboarding the other day... i smashed it really well and the top is all black and blue...like REALLLY black and blue...like i am hobbling and it hurts like hell to walk blak and blue...my foot is also a bit puffy and my toe is a little squishy...i think i might have craked something in my toe...who knows...ill just keep taking ibuprofin and hope it goes away...