May 07, 2009 19:26
It seems that I am having to rethink my position somewhat on the existence of "magic." It is not something I find easy to accept, but I cannot deny what I have seen. Yet I would much rather pretend that it does not exist. It is... unsettling. Maybe it will seem less so if I understand it more.
[Screened from Pegasus]
However, I do not believe I shall ever understand my roommate. We have only known each other a short time, yet he said to me that I was all he had left. I enjoy attention and he is a most attentive friend, but I am not certain that sort of dependency is healthy.
Although maybe this is the nature of friends. I had no time for friendships as a child. In fact, Pegasus is likely my first real friend. Maybe that dependency is normal... Sehr verwirrend!