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I was really happy for a few days. Friday night and saturday of last week were really good. This week has been okay and then got worse and worse. Today was alright at school. I hung out with Aysha and Jasmine at lunch and I am spending halloween with them.
Brittany Crawford is here!!!!!! Yay! We are going to the football game tonight, and tomorrow night she is doing her own thing and I am going to a partay! Fun Fun Fun. Brittany is coming with us on halloween too.
Ashley and Brittany came over after school and Britt is still here. We had fun and it was proven once again that my aunt is the coolest.
Oh by the way Ashley, we need to plan when our party is going to be and stuff.
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I feel I annoy you.
I want you to be truthful with me.
I hate when you lie and tell me what you think I want to hear, whatever you think is not what i want to hear unless it is the truth.
If you don't want to talk too me just tell me! Don't pretend or simply ignore me.
I am thinking a lot about the saying, "Distance makes the heart grow fonder" lately. I think maybe if I didn't see you or talk to you much anymore you would be happier and so would I. Even if that's not what i want it might be the best thing. <33 I will wait and see how things go for a while and then decide.
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I hate him! He hurt me and continues to everyday! Why can I not not think about him. Anytime a guy is mentioned i think about him, and get upset. I liked you so much and you totally toyed with me and my emotions.
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I need to take a shower and get ready for the football game. Hope to see you there. TTYL
Brittany Crawford is here!!!!!! Yay! We are going to the football game tonight, and tomorrow night she is doing her own thing and I am going to a partay! Fun Fun Fun. Brittany is coming with us on halloween too.
Ashley and Brittany came over after school and Britt is still here. We had fun and it was proven once again that my aunt is the coolest.
Oh by the way Ashley, we need to plan when our party is going to be and stuff.
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I feel I annoy you.
I want you to be truthful with me.
I hate when you lie and tell me what you think I want to hear, whatever you think is not what i want to hear unless it is the truth.
If you don't want to talk too me just tell me! Don't pretend or simply ignore me.
I am thinking a lot about the saying, "Distance makes the heart grow fonder" lately. I think maybe if I didn't see you or talk to you much anymore you would be happier and so would I. Even if that's not what i want it might be the best thing. <33 I will wait and see how things go for a while and then decide.
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I hate him! He hurt me and continues to everyday! Why can I not not think about him. Anytime a guy is mentioned i think about him, and get upset. I liked you so much and you totally toyed with me and my emotions.
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I need to take a shower and get ready for the football game. Hope to see you there. TTYL