·15· Stay Out of the Light
Hey, nothing very special this weekend. Friday I had to babysit. (Joygasm) Saturday my family had to redo Easter since we missed it while we in D.C. Even though our goal was too purposely miss Easter by going on vacation, but whatever. Then today, Kelsey and I went to go see Sahara. It was surpisingly good, despite Matthew Machonehey. Penelope Cruz was hot, hot, hot. The dude who plays the Merovingian in The Matrix was in it, and I started laughing, because he was in Catwoman as well. But Steve Zahn was awesome. (He's been in some other good movies too.) When I looked at him, I swear he had like a shorter version of my hair during 8th grade. Like really raggy and blondish parts. I rented and watched Saw, holy crap. It was fairly gory, and pretty scary. It wasn't all I expected, but not many horror are what we expect, so not much I can say there. It's a definite rental though.
Ok, Lynette what the crap?!! (Now transferring back to 3rd person after having to yell something in the 1st person.) Lynette and I were talking Friday on AIM, just about friendly stuff. Nothing personal or anything, just arbitrary friendly conversations. Then Lynette made the famous 'woman jump' that Bill Engval refers to. (Watch his special on Comedy Central to follow what that means.) She suddenly asks out of no where, "Why didn't things work between us." First off, how could they have? I see a major problem if we are 'dating', and yet we never talk or see one another besides passing me in a car. Lynette wouldn't even answer to my phone calls. Her parent's would allow her to go the movies me and my friends would go see. At what point is a line drawn when one person has to say 'Enough is enough.'? I'll tell you where, it's where everyone you know makes fun of you for saying you're dating a girl when don't see her or talk to her, and everyone advises you that you're not really in a relationship. That's where the line is drawn. And Lynette, we crossed that line. I'm sorry, I really didn't think that this conversation would be necessary a whole year after the break up, but apparently it is. I even said I felt horrible about dumping on my quiz, and that was prior to our damned conversation. You think I wanted to? Well I didn't, but everyone was against me, sometimes one can't fight the system, despite one's wishes. Can't I move on without being nagged by both sides of the battle? God, I feel really feel like death would be more exciting and easier than life. Be it heaven or hell. But oh well, Lynette, it's your choice to still be friends with me or not, I still want to talk to you. You have to decide whether or not to talk to me, because you started that crap. All I did was finish a battle that I was stuck in for months.
Aside from that, I'm pretty much meticulously happy. [Emily please check my spelling on that. :-)] Goodbye cruel world, which has some really retarded people in it. (Referring to almost anyone famous, but that should be saved for one of my anti-world entries in which I negatively preech about everything.) Until, so long and goodnight.
I love you, Kelsey!!!
"When you wanted me I came to you, and when you asked for someone else, I withdrew, and when you asked for a light, I set myself on fire."
Ok, Lynette what the crap?!! (Now transferring back to 3rd person after having to yell something in the 1st person.) Lynette and I were talking Friday on AIM, just about friendly stuff. Nothing personal or anything, just arbitrary friendly conversations. Then Lynette made the famous 'woman jump' that Bill Engval refers to. (Watch his special on Comedy Central to follow what that means.) She suddenly asks out of no where, "Why didn't things work between us." First off, how could they have? I see a major problem if we are 'dating', and yet we never talk or see one another besides passing me in a car. Lynette wouldn't even answer to my phone calls. Her parent's would allow her to go the movies me and my friends would go see. At what point is a line drawn when one person has to say 'Enough is enough.'? I'll tell you where, it's where everyone you know makes fun of you for saying you're dating a girl when don't see her or talk to her, and everyone advises you that you're not really in a relationship. That's where the line is drawn. And Lynette, we crossed that line. I'm sorry, I really didn't think that this conversation would be necessary a whole year after the break up, but apparently it is. I even said I felt horrible about dumping on my quiz, and that was prior to our damned conversation. You think I wanted to? Well I didn't, but everyone was against me, sometimes one can't fight the system, despite one's wishes. Can't I move on without being nagged by both sides of the battle? God, I feel really feel like death would be more exciting and easier than life. Be it heaven or hell. But oh well, Lynette, it's your choice to still be friends with me or not, I still want to talk to you. You have to decide whether or not to talk to me, because you started that crap. All I did was finish a battle that I was stuck in for months.
Aside from that, I'm pretty much meticulously happy. [Emily please check my spelling on that. :-)] Goodbye cruel world, which has some really retarded people in it. (Referring to almost anyone famous, but that should be saved for one of my anti-world entries in which I negatively preech about everything.) Until, so long and goodnight.
I love you, Kelsey!!!
"When you wanted me I came to you, and when you asked for someone else, I withdrew, and when you asked for a light, I set myself on fire."