Fall 09 Update
A lot of things have happened since I last updated. I've been in jail for that stupid TABC incident, and to court for it twice, although nothing has happened. Hopefully I will be able to get out of it. I've worked so hard to be able to become a music teacher, I don't want to lose it all because of a stupid mistake I made at my part-time college job.
I had a boyfriend for about two weeks in September. It was nice while it lasted. It was my friend Nigel, who I've known since freshman year of college. It didn't feel very romantic, though, so we gave up. But sometimes I wonder if he wants to try again... every once in a while I get that vibe from him. I don't know. I guess we'll find out. But having a boyfriend for even that short amount of time has made me remember how nice it is to have something going on in my love life, and I want more of it. I keep thinking about Nic. We were stupid in high school, it's true, but that just makes me wonder what it would be like if we were to try again? I mean, we've been friends all this time have kissed on a few occasions over the years (finally hahaha). Maybe something could happen there. The problem is that although we talk, we never actually see each other. Since we never see each other, I can't really make a decision about what our relationship could become. It's all very confusing and frustrating.
School is pretty terrible. I was kicked out of Chorale this year, and put with a new voice teacher who is making me learn a ton of new rep for my recital. I do feel like I'm progressing vocally, but I was really hoping I could keep what I was working on for my recital with Mrs. Franklin. Naturally, that was not the case. But I'm looking forward to my recital, I think I'm going to be singing really well and once it is over I'll be able to have fun in my lessons without freaking about a deadline or any kind of test. But school in general is pretty miserable, I'm just so tired of being a stdent. I'm ready to get out in the world and actually do something with everything I've learned!
Well, that is this semester in a nutshell. I'm done for now.
Mindy
I had a boyfriend for about two weeks in September. It was nice while it lasted. It was my friend Nigel, who I've known since freshman year of college. It didn't feel very romantic, though, so we gave up. But sometimes I wonder if he wants to try again... every once in a while I get that vibe from him. I don't know. I guess we'll find out. But having a boyfriend for even that short amount of time has made me remember how nice it is to have something going on in my love life, and I want more of it. I keep thinking about Nic. We were stupid in high school, it's true, but that just makes me wonder what it would be like if we were to try again? I mean, we've been friends all this time have kissed on a few occasions over the years (finally hahaha). Maybe something could happen there. The problem is that although we talk, we never actually see each other. Since we never see each other, I can't really make a decision about what our relationship could become. It's all very confusing and frustrating.
School is pretty terrible. I was kicked out of Chorale this year, and put with a new voice teacher who is making me learn a ton of new rep for my recital. I do feel like I'm progressing vocally, but I was really hoping I could keep what I was working on for my recital with Mrs. Franklin. Naturally, that was not the case. But I'm looking forward to my recital, I think I'm going to be singing really well and once it is over I'll be able to have fun in my lessons without freaking about a deadline or any kind of test. But school in general is pretty miserable, I'm just so tired of being a stdent. I'm ready to get out in the world and actually do something with everything I've learned!
Well, that is this semester in a nutshell. I'm done for now.
Mindy