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So everything has been fuckin lunacy lately. On Christmas I flew to Dallas. The next day Alexis, her Dad and I drove to Nashville. The day after was to Roanoke, Va, then yesterday we got home. I felt totally sick and passed out for 13 hours, and am now totally utterly fucking miserable. Yay.
Homeboy dropped off the earth for a few days (including today) and I'm totally angry.. like wanting to stab him in the eyes with rusty screwdrivers. I am not a fan of being "on call."
I've decided that I'm only good as something to be attained. Once I become a reality the novelty is gone and that's when it's over. If I can be as elusive as possible, everyone will want a piece of it. It's such bullshit really.
Maybe I will go shopping, and I'll invent someone with thicker skin than me. Seriously, it doesn't take alot to upset me. I don't know why I pretend to be such a hardass.
Then again maybe listening to Mineral isn't the best thing right now haha.
Homeboy dropped off the earth for a few days (including today) and I'm totally angry.. like wanting to stab him in the eyes with rusty screwdrivers. I am not a fan of being "on call."
I've decided that I'm only good as something to be attained. Once I become a reality the novelty is gone and that's when it's over. If I can be as elusive as possible, everyone will want a piece of it. It's such bullshit really.
Maybe I will go shopping, and I'll invent someone with thicker skin than me. Seriously, it doesn't take alot to upset me. I don't know why I pretend to be such a hardass.
Then again maybe listening to Mineral isn't the best thing right now haha.