Year-end post, why I haven't been writing/posting anything, and other weird stuff

[superhero0008]

WARNING: This post is going somewhere you wouldn’t expect. Okay, maybe you would, but this is really a jumble of thoughts and feelings and other shit, so if it doesn’t make sense to you, don’t say I didn’t warn you. Anyways.

Comments

[tsuki_nanjo]

I understand you perfectly.
I make the choice to separate Akame fics from real Akame because I think Jin is really happy now and that bothers me and makes me happy all together and Kame ... I think he seems good too. In spite of I can’t wish that Jin leaves his wife and daughter (because it does not seem very fair) ...I will always think that the perfect person for him is Kame.
For me akame is not dead although I understand people who says that. Not see them together again hurts me but I won´t lose hope that maybe (only maybe) someday they meet again… somewhere, sometime ... This though pains me but it's not something I want to avoid.
I have moments when I wonder why I can’t find another OTP and stop the pain but then I realize that they are part of me and make me feel very intense things.
As for fics, I've always been addicted to angst with a happy ending, so I guess I just really hope a reward after so much angst.
I enjoyed your post, I’m glad to not be the only one who thinks about these things and sorry for my bad English but I need to comment on this.
Thank you for coming back!!
Happy new year <3 ;)

[superhero0008]

first off, thank you Beatriz for reading through my rambling i don't understand how you enjoyed all this confusion xDDD and leaving a comment. i really appreciate it, because like i said, i probably only sound ridiculous to a lot of people, so i'm grateful that you took the time to let me know that you understand these feelings T^T

well, when i say Akame is dead, it's, well, my attempt at being rational and "sane" as others would say. but i guess the very reason why there's this avoidance from angst is because the undying hope is still there, and so with hope, there's pain. so melodramatic WTF in any case, i feel you too about finding another OTP, and i have tried to ship others, i do ship others, but it's just. not. the same. sometimes it feels like Akame is a curse, yeah? xD

again, thank you so much for sharing your thoughts about this! let's have a great year ahead! :D

[tsuki_nanjo]

You are so nice that I will read all of your confusion because maybe it's solves mine. XD

[superhero0008]

me? nice? what did i ever do to deserve you? ;~; srsly tho i'm not nice, i spam your timeline on twitter to begin with LMAO but yeah let's, uhh, suffer these Akame feels together ;~; *hugs*