Dec 24, 2004 21:19
Well, I've been thinking about it. And I was going to ask my neighbor out, like as a boyfriend. When I went to his house he wasn't there. I was kind of glad, though I haven't seen him for a week and stuff and I want to talk to him. He is complete opposite than I'm attracted to and that scares me. I like guys in a band, with long hair, usually green eyes and black hair, rock guys. And he is a heavy metal, Italian. Strange... though he is super sweet. At least people won't think of me and him as a cute couple if we start dating. He is chubby and I'm almost aniereckic... I can't spell it. My last "crush" was a goth boy who hugged me and put his arm around my waste all the time. When I asked him out he just smiled and shook his head... I don't know why he meant by that. I was devasted though. He was hot... very hot. Though, he was 2 months younger than me. This new boy has the same name has him, opposite of him, friends with him, cute still, neighbor, and well... he told me he loves me. Its kind of scary though... yeah. I remember when I was called the four eyed walking stick. Now I'm scared to ask a guy out because other guys like me. I have 5 guys who like me at the moment and I like 3 of them. One is my best friend. Nate. Short and a Scorpio. Thats what I get.... yeah.... I gotta go. I'm just totally bored. Going to see if Tori is on. Tell her some recent information. She loves gossip, maybe she can't spread it for once. Lol. Well bye whosever is reading this.