ok ur weiwd
last night an old friend tried to talk to me again. Albeit (yeah i know big word) unsuccessfully, jus knowing that he tried menat a lot. It hurts thinking some1 very impt to you doesnt want u in their life anymore- which was def how it felt the past few months. I wonder how much has changed. I know things never stay the same, or just as you want them, but I wonder to what extent everything will be different.
Guess we'll see.
I know I've changed sinced I last saw him. Made some mistakes, learned from them, made a few more... but overall I think I'm movin toward better things.
Besides the whole... inevitably moving straight towards getting my heart broken. yeah thas probably not good. But I can't see how to stop it from happening. Its IMPOSSIBLE. I guess its just one of those things that you hafta let happen even though u know its bad, but maybe it'll make u stronger later. And maybe you'll have some memories of the good parts to look back on too.
I know Saturday was one of those good memories I'm gonna remember.
Guess we'll see.
I know I've changed sinced I last saw him. Made some mistakes, learned from them, made a few more... but overall I think I'm movin toward better things.
Besides the whole... inevitably moving straight towards getting my heart broken. yeah thas probably not good. But I can't see how to stop it from happening. Its IMPOSSIBLE. I guess its just one of those things that you hafta let happen even though u know its bad, but maybe it'll make u stronger later. And maybe you'll have some memories of the good parts to look back on too.
I know Saturday was one of those good memories I'm gonna remember.