Sadness
*sad face*
*well yesturday i didnt write so ill tell ya wut happened. so i stayed after with april. we went to heathers locker then we headed to sports study hall to hang out with dan & kristian. well needless to say i saw dan on the way there & he & shannon were walkin down the hall holding hands. ok yea i wont lie i was disapointed but i wasnt mad at him for it. i was just mad at the fact that he would lie to me & not tell me that he was goin out with her. b/c that mornin i had asked him bout it (as a friend not a nosey crush) & he had told me no. i know that he didnt do it to make me mad he most likely did it b/c he didnt wanna hurt me but he did w/o knowing it. i wish that he could just be truthfull with me. cuz i am with him & i expect it back. yea so then 2day he talked to me but not as much as we usually talk. & in biology he didnt walk me to lunch like he usually does he just kinda walked off. & didnt even say bye or ne thing. grrr..... i wish that this would not be this way. i wish that he would just tell me the truth. i g2g. c ya lata. payce!*