*breathes* ahh, it's nice to breathe air that isn't infiltrated with "finals" particles....
ahhhhh, finals are over!!!! over, over, over, over, over......it has been one terrrrible week...i think i may have slept 4 hours in the past like, 3 days.....but it's all good, cause they're over...yessssss!! now i can concentrate on christmas, family, friends, and the wedding!! wahhoooo! until school starts next semester anyway, but until then, talk about lounging out! :o) and next week we're going shopping, but not just any kind of shopping, but WEDDING DRESS SHOPPING! yessss...haha i'm sorry, i'm sooooooo sleepy that i'm not even thinking straight so this entry is a bit odd...hahaha shoo, only two more days at goody's too....i'm so sick of that place, but then i'm going to be UNEMPLOYED, yes, that's right UNEMPLOYED with rent, water, electricity, phone, cable, cell, credit card bills piled upon piled not to mention the fact that i need money for honeymoon and wedding....but it's all good, i guess i can swing it at taco bell for awhile or soemthing....haha okay, i'm gonna go....maybe go to sleep, i think i've forgotten how tho..hahaha okay, i'm leaving.....and to all my gals.....CALL ME WHEN WE FIGURE OUT WHEN WE'RE GOING TO FISHTALES! haha...i'm free any time after the 20th....
okay, so....goodnight...
oh yah, one last thing, for those few select people out there who has told me countless times *u know who you are* that i'm totally stupid and too young to get married, that i'm tying myself down and ruining my opportunities for the future, i was reading a poem the other day as i studied for my lit test by mary wroth (i think) called from Pamphilia to Amphalanthus (or anthalanthus or something) and one of her couplets says
"TIED I AM, YET I THINK IT GAIN, FOR IN THESE KNOTS I FEEL NO PAIN" and as to those queries as to, "there's so much you can do, see, so many places to go"....there is nothing in this entire world i want to see or do unless adam is right there by my side to experience it with me....i also think back to good ole' ap english class with ms. gibson when we were studying Othello and she said his one big mistake is calling Desdemona his soul, his entire life because that means if she is gone, then Othello has absolutely nothing to live for because he's lost himself....I think I've put myself in this same predicament....but while we're both here, this little problem makes every second so sweet...a day hasn't gone by that i don't look at him and feel that rush of intense feelings that i did that moment i first realized i was head over heels, completely, totally, utterly and whole-heartedly in love with that man...and i know that i will continue to experience that every day for the rest of my life...i thank god every second for giving me this man who i not only love, but who loves me, protects me, cares for me, and treats me like the lady i'll never be...i love you with every ounce of my being, Adam Eugene....
okay, i don't know where that came from and i'm sorry to go off on such a tangent, but every word is true..and i could say so much more, but i'm not going to...why cram it all into a few minutes when i have the rest of my life to remind him and everyone else just how blessed i am to have him in my life? ...i will be sure to remind him everyday because i never forget..okay, g'night everyone! haha
okay, so....goodnight...
oh yah, one last thing, for those few select people out there who has told me countless times *u know who you are* that i'm totally stupid and too young to get married, that i'm tying myself down and ruining my opportunities for the future, i was reading a poem the other day as i studied for my lit test by mary wroth (i think) called from Pamphilia to Amphalanthus (or anthalanthus or something) and one of her couplets says
"TIED I AM, YET I THINK IT GAIN, FOR IN THESE KNOTS I FEEL NO PAIN" and as to those queries as to, "there's so much you can do, see, so many places to go"....there is nothing in this entire world i want to see or do unless adam is right there by my side to experience it with me....i also think back to good ole' ap english class with ms. gibson when we were studying Othello and she said his one big mistake is calling Desdemona his soul, his entire life because that means if she is gone, then Othello has absolutely nothing to live for because he's lost himself....I think I've put myself in this same predicament....but while we're both here, this little problem makes every second so sweet...a day hasn't gone by that i don't look at him and feel that rush of intense feelings that i did that moment i first realized i was head over heels, completely, totally, utterly and whole-heartedly in love with that man...and i know that i will continue to experience that every day for the rest of my life...i thank god every second for giving me this man who i not only love, but who loves me, protects me, cares for me, and treats me like the lady i'll never be...i love you with every ounce of my being, Adam Eugene....
okay, i don't know where that came from and i'm sorry to go off on such a tangent, but every word is true..and i could say so much more, but i'm not going to...why cram it all into a few minutes when i have the rest of my life to remind him and everyone else just how blessed i am to have him in my life? ...i will be sure to remind him everyday because i never forget..okay, g'night everyone! haha