i hate this
The beginning of 2005 has sucked for me.
Last night I was actually pretty happy. Why? Because Jordan called me. Right Summer?? I was so wound up and excited that he called, I didn't want to go to bed. It made my night. Along with two things he told me.
1. He still liked me.
2. He promised he wasn't going out with Sarah.
Today I found out that he was going out with her. Today is the worst night I've had in a long time. I haven't cried this much since... I don't even know. And I'm not sure if I'm so upset because of the things he told me today (by the way were really mean) or the fact that we broke up and aren't gonna go back out. Maybe its both.
I know you guys are probably thinking "Why are you crying? He is just a guy and you broke up. Whoopty Doo!" Well he was my FIRST REAL love. And I'm hurting so much. Unless you have REALLY been in love, you have NO idea how I am feeling right now.
Thats all Im going to write right now.
I miss him more that anything.
Last night I was actually pretty happy. Why? Because Jordan called me. Right Summer?? I was so wound up and excited that he called, I didn't want to go to bed. It made my night. Along with two things he told me.
1. He still liked me.
2. He promised he wasn't going out with Sarah.
Today I found out that he was going out with her. Today is the worst night I've had in a long time. I haven't cried this much since... I don't even know. And I'm not sure if I'm so upset because of the things he told me today (by the way were really mean) or the fact that we broke up and aren't gonna go back out. Maybe its both.
I know you guys are probably thinking "Why are you crying? He is just a guy and you broke up. Whoopty Doo!" Well he was my FIRST REAL love. And I'm hurting so much. Unless you have REALLY been in love, you have NO idea how I am feeling right now.
Thats all Im going to write right now.
I miss him more that anything.