Jul 11, 2009 00:41
Wow, it's been a long time... another freakin' hot day in Northeastern Oklahoma. I think it was 100 degrees. 100's all weekend.Too bad they haven't figured out a way to play in the sprinklers indoors... you'd think they would, they've thought of everything else. I guess they have, and it's called the shower, but it's just not the same. Baby is growing so fast, he can run now, and says lots of different words. I love that he says 'bless you' anytime you sneeze... but he's a baby, so it sounds more like 'bay-shoo'. I loved that movie called 'singles' where the chick just wants to meet a guy who says bless you after she sneezes... I hope vin grows up to be one of those cool dudes who has cool girlfriends, not the fakie-botox-materialistic kind. He's only 1 now, but I trust he will have good judgement. My step mom,sis, & aunt all came over today and we went out to lunch at Chilango's. Food was average... if I were a Michellen star giver I would have given it 1/2 a star. However, the service was spot on. Good service can save a mediocre meal. Always tip well. If you don't, it WILL come back to haunt you. I'm working on a couple denim pillows that I had an idea for, thinking of Christmas gifts a little early, but definately want to be more creative this year and save money any way we can. Being on a budget sucks, especially if people wanna go out to lunch, but I am definately learning self discipline. My aunt broke her toe, poor thing. I hate watching the people you love the most in life grow old. Now that my age is creeping up on 40 I find myself thinking more and more about death. It's a daily thought, especially now that I have vin. My mother had me when she was 19, so when she died at 33, I was 13. When my son is 13 I will be 47. Ugh. On the one hand it's good to wait to have children, but on the other you think about how old your child will be when you die. I should take better care of myself.I hope I'm not depressing you... just blurting out what's rattling in my brain. hugs to all...