Jun 21, 2005 16:05
Ok well last night I was in the middle of updating this thing, but Eric came home n well kicked me offline so I lost my WHOLE entry. It was a long one too. But to make the long story short....Jeff n I broke up on Wednesday. It was kinda a mutual thing I guess b/c he said the next 3 weeks were gonna be hard b/c he'll be working a lot n goin outta town for 2 weeks the week of my b-day, so I asked him what he wnated to do n if he wanted to break up. Just my luck he said that's prob what we were gonna have to do n my stupid ass agreed. LoL I had a rough time dealing w/all of it, but he said that when he gets back f/goin outta town he wants to try n get back together. Sunday he called me n we were talking he said he missed me n said he loved me, well I said it too b/c I do still love him n of course I miss him a ton. We'll see about the whole us getting back together thing, but I doubt I'm gonna want to. Brandi has been the greatest to me through out this whole thing! I spent everyday w/her since Thursday. It was awesome spending time w/her n Jess, they kept me busy n having fun so I didn't think about the whole Jeff thing. Well Brandi being the best friend she is introduced me to her b/f's friend Chad, n WOW is all I gotta say! I spent Tuesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, n Sunday w/him n the rest of the bunch. Thank God I have great friends b/c I had soooo much fun this whole week. And Maria has just been incredible to me throughout this break up, even though she's not here she's been great! I miss her way too much! :( So I'm doing a lot better now, I don't really talk to Jeff that much just every once in awhile we'll talk casually for a few minutes. I just want my shoes n clothes back f/his house! LoL I'm actually moving on n kinda talking w/Chad now, n this guy Bret who graduated f/my high school wants to take me out so I'm gonna see what happens there, n of course I still talk to Stevie n Billy all the time. I'm actually going out w/that bunch tonight! YaY This whole ebing single thing should be fun for awhile! Hmmm....MY B-DAY'S IN 9 DAYS!!!!!!! Ok that's all I'm peacin out for awhile! More updates sometime later on!
*KiSsEs*