Things change too much

Feb 25, 2007 17:05

I was chillin yesterday and I realized so many aspects of my life have changed. It's like... the friends that I was tightest with last year, I now try and avoid. And then friends I tried to avoid last year I am now tightest with.

Katie is first and foremost one of those friends that does not fit in either of those categories. She has always been close to me, and still is. I still find her entertaining and I still love her company. She helps me with situations and relates to me. She understands what I go through, and even if she doesn't she still supports me. It's easy to tell her things because I don't feel like she's going to go report it to someone else and chatter about it behind my back. She's just amazing.

Laura fits into category #2. Last year I was such a bitch to her. I would always make time for Janelle, Steph and Katie but never for her. I would get mad at her when she pointed this out to me, and would be pissed off that she was all up in my face. Except she wasn't. She put in effort to keep an amazing relationship amazing. And this year, when things started to change, she was the one who was there for me and seemed the least judgmental. Thats why she's the one I tell the most to.

Janelle and Steph deserve to be put together, cuz that's all they ever are- together. And they fit into category #1. Last year I was so tight with them.. they were fun and funny and a good time. And now, everything they do has just gotten so old. All they do is obsess over Danny and Andrew and talk about random boys who they THINK they have some kind of relationship with, when the fact is, all they ever do is text these boys. Im sorry, but thats not a relationship. And when I go out and do something Janelle just ends up putting down my choice, calling it lame or stupid. Well at least I actually go out and do things. All they wanna do is sit at home writing letters to boys, texting boys, or driving past boys houses that they don't know. The're just not that fun to be around anymore. Which is why I find myself coming up with excuses to not hang out with them, but then I get phone calls saying they don't want to hang out anyways, so I guess it all works out for the best.

And then there's Donna. Donna is just like Katie. She's a realist, not someone full of fluffy bullshit. She doesn't find stalking boys fun and knows what she's talking about. She's not vain and annoying she's just... normal. And accepting, which is a big thing to me.

And then there's Andrea and Taija. The're like the newbies, cause I havn't been friends with them as long. I love hanging out with them because the're new and fresh and their personalities bring something new to the table.

Thats about it. I feel bad about ragging on my friends so hard.
they say keep your friends close and your enemies closer.... but what if the're both?
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