Stressed out! Time to Rant and Rave!
This shouold be an interesting weekend. I feel like shit and I am not up to doing very much of anything. I want to go pick up my check then go buy something. I am in just on of those moods. I don't really feel like going out and partying tonight. I just want to lay on the couch with some hot apple cider and watch movies, and cuddled up in a blanket. I wish I had someone to cuddle with instead of a blanket. I feel like that one thing in my life is missing. I decided if Sean wants to see me then he can call. I'm sick of having to call him every time I want to see him, and if he doesn't answer he makes me wait a week just to see if he'll actually call me back. I hate these games guys play with our minds and hearts. I'm just so sick of it. Hell I think one day every girl in this world will be a lesbian because they are so sick of games guys play. Half the time they don't even admit to it. They'll just be like "what games are you talking aobut? I don't play games with you" and you just want to be like Shut the Fuck up! Then they go and blame everything on PMSing. Its like "hello I don't PMS every day of the month!". I dunno I'm just so sick of guys. I don't think I'll be looking very much after Sean and I are over. Hell who knows wiith him when it'll be over. It could be today it could be two months from now. who the hell knows. Anyways you can tell I'm in a bitchy mood today. I'm not feeling too good, and just stressed about school, and work. This week went by pretty fast. I didn't do much. I haven't worked since last Friday. I worked last night until fucking 12! I hung out with Sheryl Wedneday night. It was great seeing her again. I miss hanging out with her. She is the one person in my life who doesn't give a shit what other poeple think. Thats what I love about her. She'll give you her own opnion and if you don't like it you can shove it up your ass. lol. I have opened up a lot since I've met her and I'm still trying to get used to it but its getting a lot easier. Anyways I mainly studied this whole week, I felt like shit so I wasn't up to doing much. Well I'm out. If anyone wants to hang out hit me up on my cell. Peace