Jun 24, 2008 20:58
Well here I am once more. I haven't been on this thing in quite some time! Hmmm things with the bf are ok as of now...Its just I'm having a hard time totally trusting him. He's a great guy and all but its hard to trust when you've been cheated on in the past. Maybe the best thing for him to do is run as far away as he can from me, because I'm pretty screwed up emotionally. Then again maybe he should stick around because I've truly fallen in love with him. He's just amazing...he cares about me and his one goal is to make me happy. I truly love his personality he's so chill and humble, I hope he never looses that.
Other things:
- I messed up
- I found out my neighbor back home has a crush on me (Ewww)
- I'm waiting for Natalie to pick me up
- I'm taking summer school
- I met Nathan's family
- I've realized my relationship with God is going downhill, I'm in need of his forgiveness as well as love :/