Apr 24, 2003 16:43
wow its been awhile since i wrote in here, but i am just driving myself crazy...i seriously don't know what my problem is, i feel like i have so many things that i could be happy about right now but i still feel so upset and just shitty. I just find myself crying for no reason at all and it sucks. I wish that i could be in a better mood cuz i feel like i am bringing other ppl. down with me and i don't want that to happen. I feel like i don't treat ppl. who mean so much to me the way i should. I feel like I could be a better friend, daughter, sister, girlfriend, student and anything else that i am. I just feel like i am always letting other people down.....................................
Ok i'm done here this isn't helping, everyone have a great day.