single once more
We're not datting anymore... But our relationship with eachother is exactly the same, just without the sex and kissing. This is perfect for me. If it works out. It is exactly what I asked for with Stephen, but he couldn't deal with that. I think as long as I don't get jealous, Grant and I will be perfect as really close friends. All I ever wanted and needed was someone to be there. Someone who I could hold on to, just so I knew I wasn't alone. He says he wants to still be there, he just doesn't feel the conection to still date. That hurts of course, knowing someone has lost that special feeling for you, but I had felt the same way about him. I kinda wish we had been able to hold this friendship without ever dating, but I know there would have been some point where we would have questioned the possibility of 'more'. This way we know how that was, and we know we aren't meant to be together forever. We're keeping the friendship of our relationship. That's usually the only thing I ever cry about in a breakup. Cuz the only thing worse then loosing a boyfriend, is loosing a best friend. If I haven't lost my best friend, then I still have everything in the world.