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Dec 09, 2007 23:10

I went to my first redline practice on friday. It went well. I ended up putting together the pit equipment and junk. It was crazy putting all that junk together. It was so heavy!! Cymbals didn't have to come in untill noon on saturday so that was nice to get to sleep in. I heard that 696 and Orchard Lake was closed so I was like ok I will take a different way. Bad idea. It usually takes me a half hour to get to the school and it took me just shy of an hour. Insane. I was so freaked out that I was going to be late.  Practice was cool. It felt good to be marching again. Learning the drill was a bit stressful because  I am not used to drill on a gym floor, but it was fun. The drill is tough but I think it will look sweet. Ensemble was after dinner. A little lame because we don't have cymbals. I learned all the music so far. On the move is a different story. haha thats ok it will come soon.  I wish we practiced more so I could get to know the people better. I still feel a little out of place. that is bound to happen when the group has only seen each other for a couple weeks. I am so glad Meridith is doing it. We are going to have so much fun this season. I can't wait.

This morning my dad and I went to Pioneer to meet with the Spamalot crew. I ended up riding with my dad, vinny and Mr. Hendrian. I pretty much studied all the way there. We ate at Cosi. It was so delicious!!! It is like Panara only different. I highly recomend that place! Spamalot was good. Very funny and ridiculous which is to be expected from Monty Python. The way home was uneventful. Just hangin out, dozing off and listening to music. The family has been a little tense latley. I don't know. It is really lame. I made my mom mad today because she bought matching PJ pants for becky, her and I. Thats fine. They are cute. Then she proceeds to tell me she wants us to wear them christmas morning. and then again to my grandmas. I was like no. I don't want to wear them to grandmas and she got mad. I don't want to hurt her feelings but I am not doing that sorry. I guess she got the idea from someone at work. ahhhhh I don't know what the big deal is. I said I was too old for that and that made her mad. I feel bad I didn't want to hurt her feelings but I was just being honest. Maybe if we had been doing it since I was little I would have loved to do it, but sorry no.  My mom is just so sensitive I never want to tell her no because it will hurt her. Her mood swings are killing me.  I just don't want to hurt her.

This week is the final stretch for school. I have some intense studying to do but I am not too worried. classes end for me on tuesday so I will have wednessday and thursday to study all day.  Break can't come soon enough.

Man, I think too much. It's about stupid stuff. I think about my future and how I want my life to go, but I don' know if it will happen. I have always seen myself getting married but the way things are going now I don't see it happening. I know it is way too early to worry about this stuff. I mean I am not a crazy cat lady, I am a freshman in college, but I still worry. I need to be happy that i am free to do whatever and I am not tied down.

Good luck to everyone with school and everything!!

Gerst
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