jessie giambra: the continuation
shame on me for not writing, it's only punishment for myself. here would be fine.
and so here it shall be.
well, i'm back in phoenix. i have a degree, now. and i've been to israel, europe, south africa, seattle, new york city, tennessee, georgia, florida, hawai'i. but i don't really feel any different. like i feel exactly the same. but somehow... i'm a new person with more experience than before. it's pretty cool i guess and i'm actually really excited. i am uncomfortable when people ask me what i'm doing now because it's such a crazy and evolving story of interwoven web that leaves me here for what could be a mere moment or indefinite eternity. a story that involves hitch hiking to waimea on da big island only to get shut down by the dragon lady. i could be going on to study mythology. in a month! but it's okay if it's some other quarter, it would give me time to chill... but i need a job. i figure debt for higher level education is like slavery, but our mothers and fathers have done it for centuries so i don't mind the extremes of our time. i get to put forth in an unlimited, educated and super consciousness-expansive-blissful-energetic-awesome-divine way and i just have to stay deeply entrenched in society with respect to the dollar sign. it's all about attitude and as long as i have capoeira and can meditate, make art, be with my friends and family and smile, i really can't see it being that bad at all. in fact, i think it's fantastic. and it's made me ecstatic to be mortal. no matter what, it won't be forever. no matter how bad it might be, you're thankfully going to die someday so you don't really have to worry about anything, everything we worry about is so minuscule compared to immortality. ha. imagine if you were the gods of god watching humans ask for this little transient things. it's awesome. life is so special and it doesn't matter if you screw up because you die. it's almost a privilege - you can be as reckless as you want and you know that you won't have to endure the consequences for eternity. hahaha. i'm not even being morbid, it makes me really appreciate life and living because of the things that do go on. nature. love. myth and legend. you can affect so much just by being if you put your mind to it! it's great. good vibrations. heart and soul. expression. rhythm. and blues. it would be tragic to live forever and see the sacrifice and waste. the degree to which the world doesn't live up to it's potential. we get to experience the beauty of it becuuuz we're mortals. because ingenuity always finds a way of shining through, and it's life, and it's an affirmation of being and power, and that is what is beautiful. ccchaa. shyooo.
i'm in phoenix and it's kind of like a dali landscape, so i'm excited. my creativity has been in utero and it's time to give birth. amen.
and so here it shall be.
well, i'm back in phoenix. i have a degree, now. and i've been to israel, europe, south africa, seattle, new york city, tennessee, georgia, florida, hawai'i. but i don't really feel any different. like i feel exactly the same. but somehow... i'm a new person with more experience than before. it's pretty cool i guess and i'm actually really excited. i am uncomfortable when people ask me what i'm doing now because it's such a crazy and evolving story of interwoven web that leaves me here for what could be a mere moment or indefinite eternity. a story that involves hitch hiking to waimea on da big island only to get shut down by the dragon lady. i could be going on to study mythology. in a month! but it's okay if it's some other quarter, it would give me time to chill... but i need a job. i figure debt for higher level education is like slavery, but our mothers and fathers have done it for centuries so i don't mind the extremes of our time. i get to put forth in an unlimited, educated and super consciousness-expansive-blissful-energetic-awesome-divine way and i just have to stay deeply entrenched in society with respect to the dollar sign. it's all about attitude and as long as i have capoeira and can meditate, make art, be with my friends and family and smile, i really can't see it being that bad at all. in fact, i think it's fantastic. and it's made me ecstatic to be mortal. no matter what, it won't be forever. no matter how bad it might be, you're thankfully going to die someday so you don't really have to worry about anything, everything we worry about is so minuscule compared to immortality. ha. imagine if you were the gods of god watching humans ask for this little transient things. it's awesome. life is so special and it doesn't matter if you screw up because you die. it's almost a privilege - you can be as reckless as you want and you know that you won't have to endure the consequences for eternity. hahaha. i'm not even being morbid, it makes me really appreciate life and living because of the things that do go on. nature. love. myth and legend. you can affect so much just by being if you put your mind to it! it's great. good vibrations. heart and soul. expression. rhythm. and blues. it would be tragic to live forever and see the sacrifice and waste. the degree to which the world doesn't live up to it's potential. we get to experience the beauty of it becuuuz we're mortals. because ingenuity always finds a way of shining through, and it's life, and it's an affirmation of being and power, and that is what is beautiful. ccchaa. shyooo.
i'm in phoenix and it's kind of like a dali landscape, so i'm excited. my creativity has been in utero and it's time to give birth. amen.