Crossraods
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I want to move to another country, because America is selfish.
I don't want to elaborate on that.
I want to pick up and start new somewhere.
I don't want to live my life doing what everyone else thinks I should be - but here I am doing it anyway taking bullshit classes at community college, and hating every second of it.
I want someone to look in my eyes and tell me how much they love me, and how I'm their world.
I want to feel like someone, anyone on this planet, is there for me when I need it, instead of pretending to be.
I wish my life had worked out differently. I wish I had a dad, a family...I don't know those aspects of life.
I just want to lay down in bed and have someone there next to me for hourson end assuring me that everything will be okay in the long run.
I just want to cry my fucking face off.
I hate the winter. It makes me so depressed...you don't even know.
I want to move to another country, because America is selfish.
I don't want to elaborate on that.
I want to pick up and start new somewhere.
I don't want to live my life doing what everyone else thinks I should be - but here I am doing it anyway taking bullshit classes at community college, and hating every second of it.
I want someone to look in my eyes and tell me how much they love me, and how I'm their world.
I want to feel like someone, anyone on this planet, is there for me when I need it, instead of pretending to be.
I wish my life had worked out differently. I wish I had a dad, a family...I don't know those aspects of life.
I just want to lay down in bed and have someone there next to me for hourson end assuring me that everything will be okay in the long run.
I just want to cry my fucking face off.
I hate the winter. It makes me so depressed...you don't even know.