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[superfrog]

Today was pretty boring day, Wednesdays always are, I fell asleep again for like 20 minutes at the end of the day, that was nice. Our math teacher wasn't here either, its crazy, she is so bad, she is never here either, and whats worse is she doesn't get a sub. Well worse for her better for us. I think we are like giving her a complex or something, no one respects her and she has it in all her classes, day after day thats gotta be hard. Whats really strange is that she is coming back next year, I don't get it, you'd think after awhile she might get a hint. Part of me feels bad, but thats normal, but the rest of me just doesn't understand how she can keep going. No one does her homework, she knows it. No one listens, she knows that too. Khalil said it would be so cool if she took these days off and went clubbing and partied, but I see her just sitting at home starring or crying or something, but I can't say that I feel that bad. Whatever, on a lighter note I was talking to my cousin earlier. He is this 10 yr old, I think, anyway he is having this crazy summer party for his classmates or something, and he always DJs and stuff and it never goes real well. Part of me as always wanted to be a DJ but after this terrible mess with my sisters party a few years back I never did it again. He's going nuts at these kinda parties always fighting with people and bossy and all, and I just can't see that happening with me. Also I think my music collection has come so far, since the last time that I tried, that I would be able to play a lot of songs people liked and other songs that they could just dance to. I don't know but its one of those things that I always feel like this huge dork about it though, like I'm some kinda loser thats gonna mess up and suck or just be corny in the minds of everybody, but you know what, its something that I've got no reason to hide from, so I'm not anymore. I was talking to him earlier and I told him that if he wanted me to DJ, I would. It seems like something so stupid and whatever, but it was bigger for me I guess, anyway he said yes, so thats cool, I'm ready, definitly ready to try again and I've got like a month and a half to get ready with music and stuff, I know this is some stupid party that probably no one will remember, but I'm gonna try to do the best that I can, and we'll just have to see what happens.

PS: I know there was a hell of a lot of rambling in this, and thats probably gonna happen a lot just as a heads up