verge of tears

[superfreckles]

...when the going starts to get rough...and you feel like you've had enough let the music take ahold of your soul....if i didn't know any better...i'd say that i wasen't me....its so hard to recognize yourself when everything you do is out of character and all you want to do is curl up and cry, cry, cry....its hard when all you have going for you is failing you...in short...dance sucked....i dont know what i will do if i can't find that passion that i used to have...without dance...i have nothing nothing nothing...been thinking alot about college...and i can't wait to get out of here...on my own... i just need my space right now... its pretty sad too...i never cry...

o and lacey...thanx for the journal

~Could i change the way you feel...could i make you see theres more than holding on...could u ever let your heart believe again....so this is where we are...and this is all that life has got to give...maybe all thats left is just to live...~