alone again

[superfreak57]

I feel like blah today. Mark and i faught last night. NOthing new really from the grand pattern of things over the past month or so. I wish i knew why. Well last night was the worst it has been. Usually we just get mad but last night there was some yelling going on. I thought it was all just because we do not see each other enought but now i am not so sure. Who would think that MY character flaws were tear us apart. Well i guess i would guess that. I do have issues but i do not think they are as bad as he makes them sound. Time can only tell i guess. Last night he told me i had to do something about my life or we were over. I can not imagine having spent this much time and energy into something and have it not work out. I mean really. Our 1 year is coming up very soon and it would be very disapointing if we were not together and i could not spend it with him. Sometimes you just get so wrapped up in something that you forget what it was about in the first place.

Now if life isnt stressful enough, try to imagine the one person you care about the most in the whole world turning there back and running away......

alone again.....