halfway sadness, dazzled by the new

[superflylauri]

lately i just feel as though i should immerse myself in everything & anything, to hoard and analyze every sensation that washes over me, to fall into others as this thrashing storm of youth pushes me into foggedover hearts and those sometimes sad/cemented eyes. as much as i crave this uninhibited openness, i know a sensory& emotional overload is in order. i feel as though the clock is growing more impatient as my mind collapses&rebinds in its aggrivating, everyday sequence. my days are misshapen, sutured together by awkward spans of time, tablets of attentiveness, tallow skin, sleepdeprivation, & soul bells. i've been faced with the urge to love everything and everyone. i'm not sure if i was built for that.

All my violence raining
tears upon the sheets
I'm bewildered for we're
strangers when we meet.

Blended sunrise,
and it's a dying world
Humming rheingold,
we scavenge up our clothes.

I'm in clover for we're
strangers when we meet. ---(alad,in sane )