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why is it I can always help everyone but myself. THere have been times when my support has truelly helped people. On one occasion I was actully called a angel sent by God. I have helped people when no one else would. SO why cant I help myself. I just keep falling deeper and deeper. Losing those who are close to me. I try but the best I do is just slow my decent. I need to get back in the military I need the displine it offers.I just want to go back in and serve until I either die or get kicked out.