FIFTY [VOICE POST; JAPANESE]

[superficialness]

[ spoken softly, as if he's speaking more to himself ]

I'm a bad person, aren't I? I'm a horrible person. Hahah..

[ a bit louder, into the communicator ]

I don't know what to do anymore.. Everything I say isn't right, everything I think or believe, I just end up feeling guilty for...

I shouldn't think about this anymore; it's been taken care of, right? Just put it behind me, put it behind me...

I can't.. I can't...

I can't.

I keep thinking about it, keep worrying...

I feel so damn stu-.. stup..id..

[ his words become somewhat slurred, spoken slowly ]

... I.. ju-..ju..just want.. w-want..

[ a long pause. there is silence for a few more seconds, until there's a loud clatter of the communicator falling to the floor. no longer than two seconds later, there is a very loud THUD, and then silence ]

[ LOLOLOL KEIGO PASSED OUT FROM STRESS FUN TIEMS ]