Josh was still reeling from his break up with katie. He was at a los vegas rugged hotel where roaches was crawling everywhere and you could small beer and drugs all around seething through the cracks of the walls.
Damn it! He yells as he plays with the wedding ring he gave katie three weeks ago. Why did I have to ruin everything! No,better yet my suppose adopted dad did all he could to nip any happiness for myself so I could be his lap dog again. She was just a job to get info on the powells but her cherry personality and just the way she brought out the good in people;I could stop myself from falling in love with her.
Who I'm I kidding? It was my greed to find out how the powells got permanent abilities that was really my motive. I push and push my luck and now I have nobody....dr. king would love for me to beg his forgiveness and do his dirty work again.
Believe or not I hated killing people for him but he was my only way to get powers to feel special and not be a nobody. I...I don't know how to be honest and not be be deceiving to get what I want. The only education life experience I ever had was though my adopted dad.
If only my common sense would of won out instead of fear of telling katie the truth dr. king wouldn't had leverage with my sins of my life being out in the open. The one person I never wanted to hurt was doing so right in front of my face.
To make matters worse my body is so weak and going through withdrawal again because it craves more of the serum. I've been bed ridden for two day now...been a chore just to stand up to eat. But the pain I feel is meaningless to the what the heart feels in my body.
Tears starts to fall down my face as I remember how heartbroken she looked as she told me it was over between us. Oh katie how I yearn for your touch of comfort right now. No,if this is hell then I deserve it! Stop being selfish and take the consequences of the shit you did to get to this point.
The window flicker with red and blue lights as I hear cops outside. Maybe I should turn myself in to spend the rest of my days in jail or have a shoot out with them to ease my suffering?
Would that be giving up so easily? Please god I need guidance and wisdom as I'm a lost soul. Bitter laughing escape my mouth as the mind question why go all religious now?
As the heavy darkness comes over me and the tireness of my body to much for me to fight to stay awake. One last thought comes out my lips.
Katie I'm so sorry.......
I wrote this story for jenna and jason. Hope you two like it? <3