sickness....aka sororiplague
so i have created a big sister bio. but do i really want to take a little? obviously i want one. clearly, i need to consider this though. becuase i am not sure the newbies will heart me as much as i heart them. which, although i dont even know most of them is to quite the maximum extreme.
i am sooo stressed. like today in my english class. there i was, sitting minding my own business as he lectured. but now like what if i'm not smart enough to be an english major? and how would i KNOW considering i dont even SPEAK in my classes. any of them!!! this is just heinous. sometimes i wish i could just be a classroom wall. that way no one would know i was in the class and wonder if perhaps i had something oh so interesting to add to the conversation. because i have nothing to add. so maybe i need to read a little more, or try to come up with a coherent thought, but another frightening thought crosses my mind...what if ALL my brain cells are just GONE. omg. that would be so uber heinous i just might die. which i suspect most people would do sans brain cells so clearly there are some left and i should consider using them. but not tomorrow becuase im not doing the readings. im ILL. booooooooo.
went to a meeting about joining phi sigma pi. and it sounds intriguing. like as far as an honor fraternity i totally wnat to join but like i am frightened about rush becuase we have to do INTERVIEWS. INTERVIEWS. like omg what are they giong to say? and why do i feel like saying "i know which nordstroms have piano players all the time, which ones let them have a break on some weekdays after 3 and which ones are just not up to par," is just not good enough. ahhhhh! haha. but our ra is in it so that could be cool. i just am so frightened but i am going to try it and it should be interesting.
i want nordstroms. more specifically my nordstrom. sigh. i heart it ohhhhh so much. sadness. and my banana republic. and....never mind im probably boring yall. so i am out but i am tres excited for this weekend because chris is VISITING!! wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot!!!
toooodle loo!
i am sooo stressed. like today in my english class. there i was, sitting minding my own business as he lectured. but now like what if i'm not smart enough to be an english major? and how would i KNOW considering i dont even SPEAK in my classes. any of them!!! this is just heinous. sometimes i wish i could just be a classroom wall. that way no one would know i was in the class and wonder if perhaps i had something oh so interesting to add to the conversation. because i have nothing to add. so maybe i need to read a little more, or try to come up with a coherent thought, but another frightening thought crosses my mind...what if ALL my brain cells are just GONE. omg. that would be so uber heinous i just might die. which i suspect most people would do sans brain cells so clearly there are some left and i should consider using them. but not tomorrow becuase im not doing the readings. im ILL. booooooooo.
went to a meeting about joining phi sigma pi. and it sounds intriguing. like as far as an honor fraternity i totally wnat to join but like i am frightened about rush becuase we have to do INTERVIEWS. INTERVIEWS. like omg what are they giong to say? and why do i feel like saying "i know which nordstroms have piano players all the time, which ones let them have a break on some weekdays after 3 and which ones are just not up to par," is just not good enough. ahhhhh! haha. but our ra is in it so that could be cool. i just am so frightened but i am going to try it and it should be interesting.
i want nordstroms. more specifically my nordstrom. sigh. i heart it ohhhhh so much. sadness. and my banana republic. and....never mind im probably boring yall. so i am out but i am tres excited for this weekend because chris is VISITING!! wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot!!!
toooodle loo!