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KURT COBAIN MOVIE MUST SEE
http://www.lastdaysmovie.com/
In other news my parents are breaking up... again. This time around its not so much that I don't want my parents to break up but I'm afraid to leave the place where I grew up... what if I never see my friends again, I'll never again have the comfort of home, I will never again stumble home, sneek in my garage door, and just flop down on my bed. Eventually I was planning on leaving this place, but not yet, I wanted it on my terms, my way, not to be forced out of my home. My dad is planning on going back to the midwest, and my mom is looking at a place in ocean side. My sister is going to move out with her boyfriend and I plan to just move in with them, I have my passport for ID and I could simply just pay the utility bill or somthing, but I won't really have time for my friends or anything. plus they're looking at a place in esco, thats a pretty long ways from poway. I would have no car, no means of transportation, I don't even know how I would get to school. I might just move in with my mom until I finish school and then get an apprentaceship at a ford dealership or somthing. Just today I have accepted the fact that I would have my entire childhood destroied if this house was sold, I have lived here my entire life, this is like my sanctuary... I have always played in this back yard and cried in this house, all the stubbed toes, all the blood sweat and tears of mine have been shed in this house, life will never be the same. I really don't understand what is going to happen after this. I had just always imagined my parents growing old in this very house and me being able to come and visit when ever I wanted to. I kissed my first girl in this fucking house! I can't leave it! I would much rather have left this place when I was eight instead of sixteen, atleast I wouldn't be attached at the age of eight. I just need to do somthing, I need to go some where, if any one wants to hang out or somthing, just call me, my number is posted below, please some one help me, just put me out of my misery.
http://www.lastdaysmovie.com/
In other news my parents are breaking up... again. This time around its not so much that I don't want my parents to break up but I'm afraid to leave the place where I grew up... what if I never see my friends again, I'll never again have the comfort of home, I will never again stumble home, sneek in my garage door, and just flop down on my bed. Eventually I was planning on leaving this place, but not yet, I wanted it on my terms, my way, not to be forced out of my home. My dad is planning on going back to the midwest, and my mom is looking at a place in ocean side. My sister is going to move out with her boyfriend and I plan to just move in with them, I have my passport for ID and I could simply just pay the utility bill or somthing, but I won't really have time for my friends or anything. plus they're looking at a place in esco, thats a pretty long ways from poway. I would have no car, no means of transportation, I don't even know how I would get to school. I might just move in with my mom until I finish school and then get an apprentaceship at a ford dealership or somthing. Just today I have accepted the fact that I would have my entire childhood destroied if this house was sold, I have lived here my entire life, this is like my sanctuary... I have always played in this back yard and cried in this house, all the stubbed toes, all the blood sweat and tears of mine have been shed in this house, life will never be the same. I really don't understand what is going to happen after this. I had just always imagined my parents growing old in this very house and me being able to come and visit when ever I wanted to. I kissed my first girl in this fucking house! I can't leave it! I would much rather have left this place when I was eight instead of sixteen, atleast I wouldn't be attached at the age of eight. I just need to do somthing, I need to go some where, if any one wants to hang out or somthing, just call me, my number is posted below, please some one help me, just put me out of my misery.