i'm hoping for a rainbow.. with a boy at the end of it.
i will never deny that i loved you, however i will admit for you that you never loved me. i won't cry over it anymore. i won't storm off. i won't block you. i won't delete you. i will simply accept that my love for you touched the sky and your love for me barely made it off the ground. and all hurt aside; i meant every good thing i ever said to you. the bad stuff came out of anger. right now i am sad, but sad is an in between feeling. it's temporary. after sadness there is either great joy or.. more sadness.. and anger. i'm hoping for a rainbow.. with a boy at the end of it.
- Chris Crocker
honestly, it's an amazing passage. i just read it off his blog on www.mschriscrocker.com. it was written on my birthday. it says everything that i've sorta been trying to say, and at the same time it's given me encouragement, almost, to get over it the whole dramatic situation that i've been fighting for over a month now. it feels like chris crocker wrote this for me, and for the rest of the girls in the world who have fallen for someone or something that wasn't willing to catch them.
here's to you chris crocker, thanks for saving me from myself.