Only two more days of free food...poopers :(
Well, I'm going back to Ireland very very soon. Part of me is excited, part of me is scared, and part of me is a little annoyed. I'm excited to be getting back to my apartment and to be living in Dublin again, nervous because I don't know what's going to happen with Ben (although I'm pretty sure it won't be anything good), and annoyed to have to spend more money than I did at home.
I still don't know if I'm going to go to Poland. I was planning on it, mostly cause Ben and Eric were going, but now I don't know whether it'll be weird.
When I think about seeing Ben again, it doesn't really freak me out, I'm more or less ok with it. But when I talk about it, for some reason, it makes me feel like I should be more freaked out than I am, so I freak out a little. I'm deeply weird.
I'm mostly worried that things will just be a lot different, and I don't want them to be. For the last couple months, before Ben left for Egypt, things were perfect. I mean, as close to perfect as I could reasonably expect. Now I'm about to hop on the awkwardness train...
I don't really know what I'm gonna be doing on New Year's. I might go to this party that Tami told me about, but it sounds like it could be lame, so I might not.
I really don't wanna be single again. I feel like if this ends, my luck with guys will officially have run out.
I still don't know if I'm going to go to Poland. I was planning on it, mostly cause Ben and Eric were going, but now I don't know whether it'll be weird.
When I think about seeing Ben again, it doesn't really freak me out, I'm more or less ok with it. But when I talk about it, for some reason, it makes me feel like I should be more freaked out than I am, so I freak out a little. I'm deeply weird.
I'm mostly worried that things will just be a lot different, and I don't want them to be. For the last couple months, before Ben left for Egypt, things were perfect. I mean, as close to perfect as I could reasonably expect. Now I'm about to hop on the awkwardness train...
I don't really know what I'm gonna be doing on New Year's. I might go to this party that Tami told me about, but it sounds like it could be lame, so I might not.
I really don't wanna be single again. I feel like if this ends, my luck with guys will officially have run out.