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Blah is how IM feeling... For some reason I still am bugged by the Matt thing, Reasons totally Different from the pervious ones if you can believe that... She calls him atleast once a day, Thats not a bad thing I used to call my best friends that much sometimes more. But what I dont understand is how you can have a "Best Friend" that dosent support your actions? He hates my guts and dosent want me around... How can you hang with someone that hates your Boyfriend? Strikes me as a bit confusing, I know I couldnt do it, Reason is Amanda refused to hang with me and Jenn, Since that day I havent seen her. Now she may argue saying that Matt was close to her than Amanda was to me. But in me not hanging out with Amanda that means most the Camp Friends as well. And as some of you know Im not big on not hanging with my Camp friends. There my life pretty much, I thought I made it clear that Jen is now my life. I guess she dosent feel the same, Maybe she still dosent trust me so she has to hang onto other things. She once admitted to flirting with Matt to keep him semi-interested... Cause she likes the feeling of people liking her. Why cant me liking her be enough? I dont know what else to say other than Im way confused and dont know what to do. Im not sure if this will work out, There has been so much crap that its got overwhelming. I dont know what else to say....