Nov 20, 2005 09:28
So here i am at work, feeling totally good out my self because every morning 1 person from FS pays for Burritos or Doughnuts for the entire group, and today they had donuts and shit, and i was like...no thanks, so while that shit goes straight to their asses cause they don't care what they look like, i will be better off. why should they care what they look like, they are in their 30's most of them anyways, and never had a reason to start caring. What the fuck is an Eclair or whatever. its a fat girls name, thats what it is! and NO i don't want one thank you very much. lol.
in other news school needs to end soon i need a break, don't get me wrong i love it, but juggling that, working with the band, working, working out and trying to maintain a social life with the ladies, is just a little much. I do feel bad i don't get to hang out with friends, not just Cody, but Destiny, Alli, Zach, Harlan, Billy, Rob, Kristi etc. i still love ya guys! but i love my body more. I feel like such a jerk about the whole Kari thing, i don't know after that one night, i kinda lost interest in her, and i'm ashamed to say i think it was her body that turned me off. she has dunlaps disease, he tummy dun lapped over her pants, lol, i'm mean. its not huge, but that freshman 15 is definitely showing on her. it was all good don't get me wrong but that was way too easy and that also turned me off. i have A.D.D when it comes to girls, i need a challenge, now Krista, she is really a tough cookie, she is so georgous! and really sweet and kind, i don't know i really do like her. Its just every single time i want to talk to her or be with her, that ass Will, with the frigging straight hair, is always round, dude is so fucking childish, grow up man, seriously. he was cool at first now its just he says things to just say them and i think it gets on her nerves too but she is too nice to say anything. and she confuses me, its like i can't read her at all, i don't know when is a good time to touch her or when she wants to me to make a move. its confusing in a good way, means i need to work harder at getting to know her. thats what i like in a girl, not to mention she is friggin hot! We want to go see SAW II but she hasn't seen Saw, i have it on DVD. whats that i hear? the window of opportunity, yes sir i think i will take that chance to be alone with her at her appartment. he he