the truth for you
the truth is that i dont care what anyone has to say about me and my last entry. i dont care if you think i bug the shit out of you, i dont care if you like me, i dont care at all. i speak my mind and thats how its going to be. if i 'beat around the bush' and everyone still understands what the issue is and who its about, then thats an accomplishment and theres no need to be specific if you can get away with being slightly vague. to you specifically, i always liked you and thought you were cool, thats why i wanted to talk to you, but the more i see how you act towards people out of hostility and spite, the more it doesnt bother me that we dont necessarily talk. the only time we do is if shit goes down and thats ridiculous. we dont even talk when we do see each other. if we were friends it would be different, but it doesnt seem like we are anymore (assuming we were to begin with, that is) so im not going to ask for anything more from you because thats greedy. ive drifted from everyone there and it doesnt completely bug me because it obviously wasnt meant to be. im sorry if i too come off as harsh, but i think thats a personality trait that you and i share.
~reiza
~reiza