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So Carl Zachmann's girl is interested in a three person relationship and he's told her about me and how I've talked to him about my three person relationship experience and they both think I'd be a great candidate.
While Carl seems nearly giddy about the prospect, told him I'd at least like to meet her first, and fortunately it sounds like she's in the same boat, but I'm still hesitant. Firstly, they don't even live here yet, and second I'm worried there's going to be such a push/want for it to actually work it'll feel too strained.
I mean, things with Heather and Peter just sort of happened.
And... Carl can be very tiring to be around sometimes. He's great and can help me stop worrying about stupid crap in seconds, but he's such a big hairy force of energy... it's like trying to jump start a car with the sun. Very good friend, not sure how it would go in a more... er... bedroom-related relationship. And I'm not sure if they'd expect me to know what I was doing, because I don't really. At least, I don't think I do.
I'm also a very selfish person when it comes to relationships and though I tend to hide or ignore it best I can I do get jealous, even concerning friends.
Granted I suppose things could go sour in any relationship, I just worry about ruining a relationship that seems already great.
While Carl seems nearly giddy about the prospect, told him I'd at least like to meet her first, and fortunately it sounds like she's in the same boat, but I'm still hesitant. Firstly, they don't even live here yet, and second I'm worried there's going to be such a push/want for it to actually work it'll feel too strained.
I mean, things with Heather and Peter just sort of happened.
And... Carl can be very tiring to be around sometimes. He's great and can help me stop worrying about stupid crap in seconds, but he's such a big hairy force of energy... it's like trying to jump start a car with the sun. Very good friend, not sure how it would go in a more... er... bedroom-related relationship. And I'm not sure if they'd expect me to know what I was doing, because I don't really. At least, I don't think I do.
I'm also a very selfish person when it comes to relationships and though I tend to hide or ignore it best I can I do get jealous, even concerning friends.
Granted I suppose things could go sour in any relationship, I just worry about ruining a relationship that seems already great.