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well, here i am at rehearsal and of coarse being the person i am geting upset over things that i shouldnt be. I hate thinking what i do and thinking people can understand and know who i am to realize what happens to me. I hate my self and i hate most of you. I want this all to just end, i want things to be normal and i dont want these fucking retarted feelings. I want to forget everyone so when they come up and tlak to me i wont know who they are and they can relearn me. I hope tommorow is beter then today im gona see if i can skip out on school so i dont have to be there and just be more depressed.