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im depressed latley, mostly for reasons beyond my control. I have so much on my mind and alot of stuff i just shouldnt be thinkign about and now its all formed a knot in my throat. I feel like im in a very dark room stumbling about trying to find a light switch, ive been in the room for a while but i cant find the light and theres some thing in the room with me but i dont know what. Even if i usualy seem happy dosent mean i realy am, i usualy just pretend to be because if i act how i feel everyone asks me whats wrong every ten minutes.