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[superdarkifer]

Another sleepless night for me. My mind wondering places I'd rather it didn't. I can't beleive this, it doesn't even make any sence. Fuck you Snook, you fucking piece of shit. After all I've done for you? And you pull this shit? Cocksucker. Really, what a friend. You don't deserve to even be a thought in my mind, unfortionitly you are. Go away, get out of my head, and my life. If I never see you again it'll be too soon. You better fucking hope I'm not on your ship. The people I never expected to hurt me did.I let my defenses down when I shouldn't have. It took me a long time to let my wall down with you, and then when I finally did, it backfired. All threw back in my fucking face. I bet you're sleeping well, huh Snook? You're having a nice fucking life, with all of those things that you don't deserve to have? I hope so, I really do for your sake. If you had only what you deserved, it'd be a pretty sad and miserable life. Even if things could go back to the way it did before, you still changed it... it'll never quite be the same. All I can say buddy; is you'll get yours. Someday, somewhere. I don't even give a shit how bad it hurts.... maybe then you'll have an idea of what you did to me you fucker. You make me sick, you really do.  I hope it felt really fucking good, I hope you were on top of the world. It had to be fucking worth it. Fucking with my heart for nothing would be even more of a piss off. If I wasn't there for you, the shit you would have been in. You probably wouldn't even still b e in the fucking military. Everyone told me to let you fucking sink, because you were a prick and helping you would just come back and bite me in the ass. I never listened and always had hope for you, you fucker. Well, now I know. You really take the fucking cake, really.

You'll get yours. I promise.

Good fucking night, scum.