Does anyone still use this thing?
I only see two actual people posting on my LJ friends page anymore. I'm half tempted to get back to regular LJ updates, especially since MySpace is pretty much obsolete and Facebook has become a total monster these days. (Theoretically, any non-protected entry here is supposed to get auto-imported into Facebook Notes anyway, though I'm not sure that's working at the moment.) I spent the last hour or so reading my LJ all the way back to 2005.
Here are my thoughts, then I gotta go to work.
1) I love you Meg, you're my BFF for many reasons. And friends I've met through Meg, I miss most of you.
2) There are two people I've shut out of my life who I wish would try to push their way back into it. I've shut them out for a reason and won't go to them, but I do miss both of these people terribly and wish they'd fight their way back into my life just as Meg did when I was forced to do the same to her.
3) There is a certain person I miss, with whom sadly things did not go the way I'd hoped. To this person, I loved you even though I was reluctant to say it, and in some ways I still do. I could not and will not leave Courtney even if the opportunity came up to go back to what we once had, but I would love to get closer to you again, just in a friend sort of way this time. We may not have worked out, but you're too special to forget about.
And unrelated to what I've read in my LJ, 4) Courtney, I love you with all my heart. Be patient a while longer and I'll conquer my fear.
That's all for now, all three of you in LJ Land.
Here are my thoughts, then I gotta go to work.
1) I love you Meg, you're my BFF for many reasons. And friends I've met through Meg, I miss most of you.
2) There are two people I've shut out of my life who I wish would try to push their way back into it. I've shut them out for a reason and won't go to them, but I do miss both of these people terribly and wish they'd fight their way back into my life just as Meg did when I was forced to do the same to her.
3) There is a certain person I miss, with whom sadly things did not go the way I'd hoped. To this person, I loved you even though I was reluctant to say it, and in some ways I still do. I could not and will not leave Courtney even if the opportunity came up to go back to what we once had, but I would love to get closer to you again, just in a friend sort of way this time. We may not have worked out, but you're too special to forget about.
And unrelated to what I've read in my LJ, 4) Courtney, I love you with all my heart. Be patient a while longer and I'll conquer my fear.
That's all for now, all three of you in LJ Land.