so much for a fun winter break....

[superdan047]

You know when one thing just completely RUINS your day? Well that just happened to me. I went to my trumpet lesson after school, and that went ok, even though i forgot some of my music. But then afterwards, my mom was chatting with mrs barrett and was like "so yeah, we're goin to houston from the 26th til new years" and I'm like "What!? we're going to houston!??" God i was soo fucking mad. I don't wanna go and visit my stupid grandparents and aunts and uncles and people who i don't even fucking KNOW. Maybe if i actually spent time with them i might get to know them, but as of now, if they all died, i could really care less. Which apparently is the case, my mom's sister has some brain tumor that's probably gonna kill her. Even though its gonna sound awful, i don't fucking care. I've met the woman a few times at most in my life, and i can't really remember ever even having a conversation with her. She's just another one of my fucking relatives that my parents drag me out to visit every year.

I was really looking forward to a fun winter break w/ kelly...now my fucking parents are dragging halfway across the country to some place i don't wanna go to see people i don't wanna see. I hate my parents so fucking much....and now i get to go to a goddamned NHS meeting. My life just went from great to fucking awful