Opposite of Thursday...
ok... do you remember my last post??? yeah well yesterday was the complete opposite of that one. I was frustrated, sad, and angry. I am just so sick of everything. They are pulling me in a hundred directions, and home is pulling me in directions too.. and Marcus... well he is too. One day I feel super loved and like I am important... and the next.. Well I'm not important enough to even call back. I know I need to let him go, but its sooo hard. But I need to realize that its just not meant to be....
I will get better... its just gonna take sometime.