Oct 28, 2008 22:41
i met a boy.
a cute boy. he tells me i'm pretty. and says sweet things to me. my head screams no. my heart screams please try. i think i will. try, that is. why not? by this point i have nothing to lose anyway. basically, it has come to me. just me. and a part of me hates myself anyway, so i figure if it goes badly, well then, it happens. and i will continue to live just as i had before this boy.
life.
i want your super secret answer.
let me in on it.
the rest of the world is... i know they are. i can feel it when they walk past me. they all know a secret hidden something thtat is forbidden to mine ears. it's not fair you know. if you're going to share with some, i think it only proper to share with all.
oh livejournal, he's ever so cute. and he makes me smile.
but i need to know, is the secret that i will never truly be happy? is that it? cause so far thats how it seems. and if that is the case, then i won't even try. i don't know if i can survive through this heartbreak. i shouldn't like to think this, but i think it would be the end of me.