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New lyrics that haven't made their way into songs yet:
"There's a difference between being with someone you could spend the rest of your life with, and someone you want to spend the rest of your life with."
"There's no emotion in my eyes, just calculation."
I've kind of decided that I should start listening to the advice I keep giving my friends. Notably the advice I've been giving Rachel so that she will go out with Mikey.
I should be honest. I should get rid of the bullshit in my life. I should understand that sometimes things don't work out, and that's just the way it is.
I'm still in love with the girl I met 3 years ago. But I think, now, That she's never coming back. And that's ok. She'll always be with me, making me want to be a better person. But that girl is gone now, and I should accept that. And I think I am.
i'm happier right now with my life than I have been in a long long long time. Me and Mikey are getting to be real good friends, people want to hang out with me, and there's a girl that drove all the way from Tampa to see a movie with me just cause I asked her to.
I'm finally starting to be comfortable with myself again around people, even without the alcohol.
I'm not putting up a front anymore. At work I act like myself, talk like myself, and curse like myself. And the money is rolling in a lot more than it used to. Because people like who I really am. And I like who I am.
I'm starting to venture out beyond the social confines of the people I used to hang out with. I meet new people now and I'm not nervous. I'm at ease and I don't worry about what I might say wrong or not.
And it's great.
The last few months have been alternatly the most thrilling, depressing, happy, sad, and confusing times of my life. But I wouldn't give them up for anything. Anything.
"There's a difference between being with someone you could spend the rest of your life with, and someone you want to spend the rest of your life with."
"There's no emotion in my eyes, just calculation."
I've kind of decided that I should start listening to the advice I keep giving my friends. Notably the advice I've been giving Rachel so that she will go out with Mikey.
I should be honest. I should get rid of the bullshit in my life. I should understand that sometimes things don't work out, and that's just the way it is.
I'm still in love with the girl I met 3 years ago. But I think, now, That she's never coming back. And that's ok. She'll always be with me, making me want to be a better person. But that girl is gone now, and I should accept that. And I think I am.
i'm happier right now with my life than I have been in a long long long time. Me and Mikey are getting to be real good friends, people want to hang out with me, and there's a girl that drove all the way from Tampa to see a movie with me just cause I asked her to.
I'm finally starting to be comfortable with myself again around people, even without the alcohol.
I'm not putting up a front anymore. At work I act like myself, talk like myself, and curse like myself. And the money is rolling in a lot more than it used to. Because people like who I really am. And I like who I am.
I'm starting to venture out beyond the social confines of the people I used to hang out with. I meet new people now and I'm not nervous. I'm at ease and I don't worry about what I might say wrong or not.
And it's great.
The last few months have been alternatly the most thrilling, depressing, happy, sad, and confusing times of my life. But I wouldn't give them up for anything. Anything.